Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Rome Pilgrimage, Part 1

This is several weeks overdue. I've had a hard time finding a block of time in which to process my thoughts and experiences and turn them into something someone else might be able to make sense of. I finally decided it really doesn't matter whether or not anyone else 'gets it'. It was deeply person and very real, and I just need to get it written down.


We arrived in Rome early Friday morning, so we were able to spend most of the day exploring Vatican City. Our hotel was only a 20 minute walk from St. Peter's Basilica, which was very convenient since we spent most of our time in Vatican City. One of the first things the girls noticed about Rome was the nuns. Old nuns, young nuns, walking down the blocks. Short nuns, tall nuns, even nuns with chicken pox eat hot dogs...Armor hot dogs... 8-) We made a game out of looking for the different habit colors. Nuns aren't relegated to just black and white anymore, that's for sure! We learned there's a lot more variety in Priest's and Monk's robes than we'd thought, too.

We toured the Vatican Museum, which I could have spent an entire day meandering through. So much history of Christianity from all cultures in one building! It was amazing. The Sistine Chapel was breathtaking! It boggles the mind to stand before (or beneath) Michelangelo's masterpieces and realize how unbelievably talented he was. The scope of his gifts is hard to comprehend. I can't draw a straight line to save my life and this man turned flat surfaces and huge pieces of rock into beauty that sings praises to our Creator. The Pieta moved me deeply. The look of heartbroken tenderness on Mary's face as she lovingly held the broken body of her son brought stillness into my soul. I don't know how else to describe it. A piece of rock made me cry.

St. Peter's Basilica is huge. The first day we were there we were able to walk through the tombs in the basement. We walked past one after the other, some very plain, others a little more ornate. Several people were kneeling and quietly praying at the tomb of Pope John Paul II.

The thing that really got the kids' attention, though, were the incorruptibles in the Basilica; especially Pope John XXIII. What an amazing phenomenon, and one only found in the Church.

(Outside St. Peter's Basilica on our way to early morning Mass)

We woke early Saturday morning, ate, and hurried to St. Peter's where we'd reserved a small chapel near St. Peter's tomb in which to celebrate Mass. We hurried through the nearly deserted square and into the Basilica. The kids and I were excited about getting to celebrate Mass where St. Peter was martyred and buried, and the sleepy hush over the square was perfectly fitting.

As we walked through the Basilica I noticed several priests in their Lenten vestments on their knees before the various altars. What a beautiful thing to see all these men of God humbly seeking His face in preparation for celebrating His Holy Mass. Because our priest is well-known in Vatican City, the rules were bent for us and we were allowed to go into the Sacristy where the priests are assisted in vesting for Mass. After Father Mitch was ready, he led the way to a gate leading into the catacombs beneath the Basilica. As we walked down the ancient stone stairs the sounds of prayers and singing in different languages softly floated up to us, and for a moment I thought of how beautiful it must be to the Lord to hear his children praising him in every language on earth. Sigh.

(Fr. Mitch celebrating Mass in St. Peter's)

I was asked to assist with Mass by distributing the Blood of Christ, and words can't adequately express the feelings of humility and gratitude that coursed through me at the thought of this holy sacrifice being celebrated at such a holy site.








(St. Peter's Tomb)

After Mass we walked a few feet down the corridor and passed St. Peter's Tomb. Such a tiny place for such a great man. (Being the rebel I am, I hurried back around the circular corridor to sneak a picture. Most people never get to see it, and I didn't want to forget. A very small family was just beginning to celebrate Mass right there in the tomb, and they had no idea I was lurking. 8-) )




(Which one is the cherub?)
Fortunately we had lots of light, silly moments to balance out the intense spirituality of Vatican City. And Katie's always willing to be a ham.











(Andrew walking outside the walls of Vatican City)

We walked along these walls so many times I think I could do it blindfolded! The wall just seems to go on and on and on and on and on....... Needless to say we all crashed at the end of each day!

7 comments:

Peyton's Mom said...

I need to get to bed, but I'm sitting here in tears!! OMGoodness --- 3 years ago, Deb, I never would've DREAMED of reading this on a blog you would author someday!

I Love the pictures & sweet girl - I GET IT!!

Thak you for sharing!!

(....the dogs kids love to bite!)

debbie rose said...

I share your amazement at God's goodness, Deb. You used to tell me you loved Jesus more since becoming a Catholic, and that just didn't make sense to me. I loved Him with every fiber of my being, so how could I possibly love Him more? Loving Jesus on this side of the Tiber really is different than loving him on the other. There are layers of depth and richness in my relationship with Him that I never knew were missing. If fact, if anyone had tried to tell me I was missing something or that they had 'more' of Jesus than I did, I'd have been deeply offended. (Didn't they know how much time I spent in prayer and studying His Word? Did they have any idea how many classes I'd taught or women I'd discipled and counseled?) I *KNEW* I was a Christian, so why in the world would God give more of Himself to you than to me? Because you'd joined a specific *church*?! The difference is indescribable, though. And undeniable. Jesus Christ (Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity,) is truly present in the Eucharist. Therefore, truly physically present in me! And suddenly things are more clear and sure than I could imagine. And, as you know, from the other side I would have been deeply offended if anyone had implied that my faith wasn't as clear and sure as it could be; but now I see that it wasn't. Oh, how I love Him!!

And I'm so glad you 'get it'!

(You hummed my dorkly little song, didn't you?)

debbie rose said...

'dorkly'??? What a dork!!

Anonymous said...

Please answer this question:
How can you have loved Jesus with every fiber of your being "before regeneration" as you said you became last fall at your (unexpected and unprepared for?) baptism. How can someone follow and love Jesus like that prior to regeneration? Scripture itself says we can't believe or love or follow Him or call Him "Lord" without the work of the Holy Spirit. Still waiting patiently for your explanation....

Fabulous experiences, for sure! Thank you, thank you for sharing from your heart. I know I will feel the same way whenever I get the privilege of walking through the Old City of Jerusalem.

Peyton's Mom said...

Please answer this question:
How can you have loved Jesus with every fiber of your being "before regeneration" as you said you became last fall at your (unexpected and unprepared for?) baptism. How can someone follow and love Jesus like that prior to regeneration? Scripture itself says we can't believe or love or follow Him or call Him "Lord" without the work of the Holy Spirit. Still waiting patiently for your explanation....


Because you just do....

Explain what it feels like to love your husband --- but if your explanation differs from mine, are you wrong? Am I?

Come on - I know you're searching for answers, but asking someone to justify their faith just because you didn't buy into it is totally unfair.

If you love her and have claimed to accept her - even Catholic - (My best friend is a Catholic, and I'm not. I'm okay with that.) why make her feel like she's under scrutiny for what she's come to embrace.

I can't explain it. She can't explain it. It's just something that is. And it's phenomenal.

If you don't wish to accept it, then be the absolute best Presbyterian there could ever be. And don't allow anyone to cause you to feel like poo because you're not Baptist.

I love you both & seeing this is ripping my gut to shreds.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry if my questions have cast a shadow on an obviously beautiful experience. That was not my intention.

I'm sorry if my comments were misinterpreted. There is no reading-between-the-lines on this, and it is not defensive. What I was looking for from DR was that comment on baptism from last fall. I just don't remember what you said. Please remind me of how the teaching is worded.

I enjoyed reading these posts and am astonished at the level of growth you've had. I'm strong where I am, and I'm glad to know you are, too, and that you're home. I'm glad you're growing together as a family. I don't know what else to say. I've let DB in on this conversation, so please know there are no hard feelings or anything like that.

Looks like we're heading back to Asia in a few months (a dream come true), and I hope we can continue sharing through this blogging venue.

shaking head in confusion....heart full of love that can only be counted as divine....curiosity when our paths will cross again....and praying without ceasing....

Anonymous said...

I LOVE the picture of K!!!!

--Therese--